A new flower has blossomed

Spring is the time blossom and blume into the beautiful flower you were destine to be. My story still continues even after i stop writing. I needed some me time, I feel that over this past year i have conquered so many things that now is my moment to stop and acknowledge all the hard work i put in to get myself here. Life is all about finding yourself, your interest, what you were destine to do or be, to over come fears ,face everyday challenges and the thats life. At times it sucks and when we feel alone those are the moments we need to try to accomplish most. You are never alone in life, sometimes we worry so much about being alone that we forget our priorities and when we get into a comfortable zone where we can have our cake and eat it too god seems to wanna give us our wakeup call that this is not how he wants us to be living. At 20 years old no wants to be divorced with two children and barely an education to get by on. I am currently working towards my CNA this summer && starting flcc in fall. If i could give any type of advice it would stop worrying about needing people. stop worrying about materialistics in life or what everyone else has. What others have isn't going to make you any better than them nor give you the happyness you see them have. In life its all about competition who can afford the most expensive items or who has the better clothes,car, spouse, house anything and everything we can compete with we will. And we lose ourself in that. We truly forget about what we do have and how to appreciate and cherish what we were already blessed with. I learned this very valuable lesson the past two months. It was a nice wake up call to see who truly was my friend who was able to stick it out and stay by my side. Who supported me and picked me up when i was at my weakest and i found myself. I was a victom of competition. I was wrapped up in jealousy over wanting the most expensive accessories we dont even need to survive. God took away all things i thought i could not live without and gave me no choice but to sink or swim. Im not a religous person but until god gave me a wake up call and alls had left to fall on was pray i started to believe in the wonderful miracles he blesses us with everyday. Life is such a beautiful thing when its so simple. I dont need a phone or 500 facebook friends to be happy. I do not need a man to take care of me, and i dont need what everyone else has. Because until we learn how to be happy with the basics in life we will never know true happyness when were granted the luxaries of everything there is to offer. This has been a major journey for me. Im currently happier than i have ever been in a long time. I am content with the few friends i have because more importantly i learned how to appreciate my family. Being isolated from the world helps you realize who you really need, the personalities of who you thought you needed in your life. and what you truly want and whats really important. If all people could actually go two months in what i call isolation mode with very little accesorries i think people would understand how to be happy and over come and clean out the chaos they creat in life. until then people will continue to be miserable and spiteful of others. Spring 2012 is the beginning to my new journey and im very excited to share with others, and see what there is to come! hope your ready for the new Bre and for those who always stayed by me supported me and liked reading my blogs thank you if it wasn't for you i wouldn't have a reason to write. my goal is to support and help im opening my heart and keeping and open mind to help all those in need and if there is anyway i can i will do my best. hope you enjoy and continue to read