New Chapter

Spring is here and im starting out fresh! i have so many plans i wanna do this spring with the house and the girls i dont know where to start. My mind is like a high way with a major traffic jam because im so excited to do all these fun new things as a mom with both my girls that im overwhelming myself with more than i can chew. I started a second job hoping i will make a little more vacation cash so that the girls and i can take a road trip to the beach this summer along with camping in PA. I have several gardens in my yard so i picked one out for audrina and zoey to matain as they grow up i hope they will enjoy it. I also started gutting the house out to paint and re model couldn't do much this winter cause it was a nasty winter and with zoey being due around the corner was hard but now im starting get it all together as to how i wanna do the house! and i have never been more excited. I wanna give my girls the best home they can live in until i become a little more sucessful in life and can upgrade and build my home within the future and make new memories in that house. I have decided that making this big of a project will make time go by fast until its time for my family vacation with the girls. Its also keeping me sane and not get so depressed or upset about everything else going on in my life. I have started my first family tradition today on Easter! The girls wake up find there baskets with little eggs that leave clues as to where it is, then i make a small breakfast nap time then a easter egg hunt dinner and then a family movie! i love it and audrina enjoyed it and i can't wait until zoey bear gets big enough to enjoy it as well. All these positive things in my life make the negative go away and easier to forget about! i hope things continue to move in this positive directions because i can't handle another big down fall anytime soon.